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Many more to come!

btw. Internet is being a bitch again, thats why I'm having such a hard time with the computer...and hence, the lack of updates. doo doo doo.

one of those days

RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so frustrated!

Something is bugging me deep down inside and whats bugging me more is the fact that I don't know what that "thing" is.

I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs on top of some hill. Let the breeze (just assume there is la) calm me down.

annoying. annoying. annoying sial!

Donate!

I'm thinking of having a charity drive. to raise funds for my hair. gleeee.

You see.. to perm my hair, I would need mucho mucho moolah and because I'm so broke now, I kinda need manly manly peepur to donate their moolah to me.

Those interested to donate to my hair fund can mail me at tzyenn@gmail.com for my account number or arrange a time with me to go beg/collect money from you. haa.

Other interested parties, please mail me too for more details.

To pessimistic people who think i won't be getting any donations this way. I donch like you! *sticks tongue out at pessimistic peepur*

Thank you thank you.

A lil bit about my new layout, my bored life, & LCW on getting the silver medal

mmm I'm feeling all bored and lonely. It's not like i have nothing better to do, in fact i have so much of other more important things to attend to but i'm just so lazy. feeling lethargic. Lets hope this feeling is not permanent. *squints*

well, at least i took the effort to do up my dead blog a lil. hee hee hee.

Don't you just love my new header?? lol.

updated those linkies too....decided to remove those picture links just because. *sticks tongue out at whoever protesting* heehee. nah i just thought it was too fancy and it has been there for so longgg....kontradikcion's layout will now head towards more minimalistic designs. hee. because they don't make my comp turn slow-mo when I'm working on em.

got so much to update about. aih. when will i ever find the time and RAM to edit and upload those pictures??

i have a need. a need for speed.

in other words, i need a new comp.

random: bah i went to fill up my tank yesterwastheday but petrol prices reduced a lillll toistheday. grr. own money summore.

I'm bored. lets talk. I'll start

hi, i'm teh, michelle teh. I like being random and anything ol skool. I have a pair of scissors and some pink ribbon in front of me now. I have big feet and thus trouble finding shoes i love in Malaysia. I love listening to stories of all kind. I also think hairstylists should buck up on their skills for blow drying curls because i added 5 bucks extra to my hair wash the other day for curls that couldn't even last a few measly hours. I have too many embarrassing stories in my life that only a few significant know of. I just spent 5 secs putting my hair up in a bun before typing this line. my stomach is aching a lil, as usual. I should probably add a few pictures in this post. hmm.

ooo so many ppl...whats up whats up?

*looks down*

some maxis event, doesn't look very exciting..

ooooo watching something off the big screen isit...

they were all supporting Lee Chong Wei in the Semi Finals!

there were cheers everytime he scored! and boooooos everytime the opponent scored. lol!

Malaysia Boleh.............tahan! Still very proud that he at least got us a silver.

okie. time for snoozieland where ponies and marshmallows are supposed to be floating around pink cotton candy that resemble clouds in the sky. hmm. I'll go find my marshmallow now. *bites marshmallow*

goodnight.

Check them out!

WOoohooooooo!

New features at phasionology!

*New Feature*
Live View!

Check em out!

Will update soon...

Thanks for all your love *squeals*

Much more...

Just having an emo moment thinking how long since i started kontradikcion. To those who have been following kontradikcion...have i changed much?

Anyway, here's to the past, present and the future of kontradikcion...

What? don't act like you weren't expecting me to put up a whole lot of camwhoring pics :P

gwa gwa gwa

wahahahah!! hari in dalam sejarah!

omg cannot stop laughing now! Feeling soooooooooooooooooooo much better from reading an email from someone!

Lets just say this person pointed out something we have OBVIOUSLY noticed! but it just feels so much better that a third person is the one pointing it out you know you know? *rolls on floor laughing*

That is why....let the middle people judge. *flips hair*

btw i'd love to quote a few people

its a planned coincidence (Ong, 2008)

Charles Caleb Colton: "Imitation is the sincerest of flattery." (Cited in Tan, 2008)

LoL!!!!

Noobie me

I'm such a noob!

hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee *peace sign*

Missed this :(

OKAY Feeling VERY Disappointed and am merajuking because i can't believe it missed this!

Kujo @ KL Jam Asia's Anniversary Gig

Just letting my thoughts flow....

Woot!

The first part of my thesis is over, and i'm still alive :D

I shall reveal the title of my thesis so that readers who have been following on how i rant about procrastinating can have a good laugh....

my thesis area title is.........

The Effects of Stress on Decision Making Process

lalalala all together laugh :p

hehehe the more specific title i initially wanted to focus on was

perceived stress, social support and decision making styles

but then i had some problems with getting journals to back up my points so.....i changed the title to be even more focused...

perceived stress, social support and procrastination

and then again, i felt that the journals available in that field was so dry! so....within the last 48 hours before my thesis due date....i changed again.......

to..

Perceived stress, social support and subjective well-being.

and as per usual, finished up my 6601 word paper the night before it was due.

Imma Champion! *beams* Just pray that my results won't suck too badly...

*****

Today was such a tiring day can? Last night was so fun spending time with baybeeee after so long because of stupid thesis...sigh....magnum&shandy@12....miss it so much...even though it was just one of the many simple days we spent together :)

Anyway,

Damn tiring can? walked so much today and i was craving for coconut water! I still got no coconut till the end of the day...ish...cannot...tmr must get! but tmr will be spent in another mall and malls normally have shortage of coconuts...except those canned up ones. Has anyone ever tasted those canned coconut water? I wonder how they'd taste...let me know if you're kind enough to be my lab rat.

Tmr will be spent exercising my vocal cords *flips hair* I just told tiffany over the phone that i used to sing in a choir and she gave me the loudest HARHHhh?? HMPH! what so weird about that? i used to sing quite a bit even though i might not be that good in it. I want to practice more...so can duet with my rockstar baybee LOL...tak tau malu...ehehe...btw have you heard of his songs?

"Escape Euphoria" and now the latest hot stuff "Beyond the Storm"? Have you? Have you? What??? you haven't?

I'd highly recommend the first song for spa/massage use and the second for exercising/dancing purposes.

Both very unique in their own way and very addictive to the ears.

*clickety click*

The Gyre Motion

He spent so much time recording these two tunes...i was there with him when he recorded like a few seconds of the second song and boy it takes so much of passion and patience and talent to get all the layers of tune sounding this beautiful. I'm proud of my rockstar i know you can tell. :)

wee.

wee again.

wee for the third time. third time's a charm.

Now everyone will get a good night's sleep and tmr we'll all get pretty bright smiles on our faces when we wake up to the very hot weather of Malaysia.

weeeeeee

btw I dunno if you'll ever read this but to axabyzura my highschool babe.....

Happy 21st Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*overload of hugs and squeezes*

hehe.

Outbid la. thanks also to streamyx's super slow speed of internet...

sat here the whole morning waiting to bid for an item on Ebay that ends at

16:42:55 AEST

placed at bid at

16:38:44 AEST

Reloaded the page for countless of times to check on it.

First load was 3 mins left

Refresh cos taking forever

Second load was 1 over minutes yet...

refresh refresh erghhh!

3rd load was 46 secs left

and the fourth load took so freaking long i had to refresh 3 times...

only to find that i was outbid by some fella who placed the bid at

16:42:39 AEST

Sorry you were outbid, the item was sold to XXX.

WTF? damn pissed.

i really did try my best :( sorry...

SUCKS!

Phasionology

I've jumped on the bandwagon. Which one?

Not alone though, I'm a collectivist :) ....which one?

Its with 3 of my closest Uni buddies ..........you still haven't told us which bandwagon!?!

*click*

Yes, this type.

The online boutique type. :D

We're barely a week old and the support from phasionistas out there, i gotta say....is overwhelming! We've got lovely fashion blog reviewers featuring our goodies + increasing our traffic (so thankful for them) and wonderful clients who are so eager to bank in their moolah to us. so cute

Do check it out as we're planning to bring in ALOT more Phasionable Goodies.

You must be thinking whats wrong with my spelling right?

Phasionology = fashion +ology spelled with a PH

why PH? cos its just more interesting and we strive to be unique in our own way, starting with the name first yea?

There are hundreds more of online boutiques out there and the stuff they carry are awesome too! Check them out through these famous fashion blogs that reviewed our stuff Compulsively addicted, Diary of an e-shopaholic and My Basic Fashion Folder.

It will be an eye-opening experience to those who are not used to shopping online in Malaysia :)

ps. to you, my dear friend who also owns a boutique *winks* you know who you are! Lets work hard together! bring in more awesome stuff k! and don't be so stressed! *hugs* allow la commenting on your blog ish!

The past and the present

Was looking through my ancient photoalbum and i found so many camho-ing pics of me. Miss those self absorbed me times hee heee.

also found this pic, taken prolly 2 or 3 years back. i think i've put this up on kontradikcion before...not sure, can't remember....just feel like putting it up now.

reminiscing the good ol times....

Why is it that i don't do stuff like these anymore?

berfathao with my camera...

This was after playing with make up....on only one side of my face. (hehe now u know why i was lying down like that!)

This was when my hair was about to be washed lol

This was when i had my eyelash extensions, about a month after it.

This was when baybee asked me to drink water :)

why is it i don't do stuff like these anymore?

I've changed...sigh. sigh. sigh.

i used to be more carefree and random.

no wonder people don't read kontradikcion anymore, last time they can stare at my self absorbed pictures and laugh at me, bitch about me and talk about how much of a poser i am.

Now? read what? so fun to read about someone complaining about thesis isit?

heh.

so cool.

78 n counting

... the rest can't fit in the screen.

pretty cool right?

lol!

A tag a day makes your blog....updated

Got Tagged by Mr Eu Jon Sern and Ms Natalie Chow

How to Play:
1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. Press forward for each question. 3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating. 4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions. 5. Tag 10 people.

How are you feeling today?
Fall Out Boys - Thanks for the memories
(LOL! yeah thank you idiots for the once good memories. :))

Will you get far in life?
Good Charlotte - Keep your hands off my girl
( wth!? Whats this suppose to mean? Keep your hands of my property then I'll get far?)

How do your friends see you?
Enya - Storms in Africa
(This is hilarious!!! Whats this title suppose to mean? I'm a very rare breed? I'm a very stormy kinda person? hot tempered? lol i have no idea!)

Will you get married?
Mika - Happy Ending
(Okkkkk i'll take just the title as a good sign but discard the lyrics! HMPH! yay!)

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Liz Phair - Extraordinary
(He is indeed extraordinary! )

What is the story of your life?
Don McLean - vincent
(errr...starry starry night..thats just how my story goes....wow...so deep, i don't get)

What was high school like?
Corinne Bailey Ray - Put your records on
(three little birds sat on my window and they told me i dont need to worry)

How can you get ahead in life?
Hoobastank - The reason
(I'd love to have some clearer answers hahaha I'm not a perfect person, i found a reason for me to change who i used to be. ok, agreed. )

What’s the best thing about your friends?
Finch - Letters to you
(Well, they write me letters, like seriously! I have loads of lil notes from my highschool babes for my birthday! supposed to read one of them everyday! but i cheated by reading a few of them everytime i go to my treasure chest and color picker)

What's in store for this weekend?
Snow Patrol - Hands Open
(Open your head, damn alot of work to do ok!)

Describe your grandparents.
Mandy Moore- Umbrella
(when the sun shines we'll shine together weee! my grannies are protective? hmmm yes yes I'm blessed. too bad i never had the chance to meet my grandfathers...i would really have loved to get to know them.....sighhhh)

How’s your life going?
Feeder - Shatter
(omgosh..............this is so saddening ........ ...... .. . . . . . .. . . . . .I'm already depressed! now my life is shattered....)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Foo fighters - What if i do? in the album names In your honor
(ignore the weird title, lets analyse the album title! weeeee I'd be honoured in my funeral! whoever at my funeral would prolly be crying thinking what if i did what i did before she left....

OKKK whats wrong with me!!!!!!! )

How does the world see you?
Chris Daughtry's version of - I walk the line
( I don't comprehend the title. Hmm. World, can u explain further?

Will you have a happy life?
Feeder - Forgiven
I think i would if i learn to forgive. Oh well, ok i forgive you stupid people.

Do people secretly lust after you?
Fall out boys - Sugar we're goin down
(LOL! no comment! why are there so many fall out boys in my playlist, I'm shy.)

How can you make yourself happy?
Maroon five - Sunday Morning
(Getting the best outta my Sundays i guess hahaha)

What should you do with your life?
Jack Johnson - Sitting, wishing, dreaming
(I've got my life all mapped out by him already. i do think i do this sitting wishing dreaming routine way too often......and i dont really like it)

Will you ever have children?
Rihanna - We ride
( hahhaha I'll be riding in my ride with my big big family one fine day it seems lol)

What song would you strip to?
Black Eyed Peas Feat. Jack Johnson - Gone going
( i so would not...this is too weird man! ohh i get it gone meaning if i get damn drunk hahaha...damn weird...)

What does your mum think of you?
3 Doors down- Let me go
(sighhh....mummy i didn't know you so wanted me to let you go :( )

What is your deep, dark secret?
Quo Bello - La Sonora Dinamita
(exactly, what others would never ever get.....myself included actually)

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
cafe del mar - vol 7 - ibiza chill house music
(laugh out loud! yeah you be chilling alright you er enemy!)

What’s your personality like?
Aj Mclean- God let me love
( I am loving, i'd like to think that I'm a nice person and care alot about the people around me gwa gwa gwa)

What song will be played at your wedding?
Kitaro - Heaven & Earth
(On Heaven and Earth, we will be together forever and everrrrrrrrr weeee~! *blinks*)

Now for the tagging part...
ERrrrrrrrrrrr....I'm not used to tagging people already okieeeee lets seee

-Robbiestar
-Suzzane
-My business Partners! (you all know who you are *winks* all of you! no excuses!!!)
-Pei Shan
-Vatty
-Yeen
-Stupid people (i've forgiven you! come do the tag k?)

Just another one of those days where idiots decide to leave their houses to annoy others.

Dum dee dum.

I can say that I never fail to be amazed by anything and everything around me every moment of being alive in this world.

I'm amazed by the pretty little things i see in a garden.
I'm amazed by the prettydamnawesome thoughts of others through their blogs.
I'm amazed by how certain people just seem to have everything in life.

I'm truly amazed, and thats the good kinda amazed.

On the contrary, there are ugly things that never fail to amaze me as well.

For example, a so called friend stealing your ideas. I'm thinking whether or not these people would be interested in stealing my names for my future babies. Just imagine the situation.

Hypothetical situation

Joyce & Katherine: michelle! what are you gonna name your child?!
michelle : hmmmmm *rubs pregnant tummy* haha i think imma name my baby girl penelope :)
copycat: *secretly in heart* SHITTtt penelope is such a beautiful name! I better name my child that before her child is born!

a few months later

copycat: look at my baby! *cuddles infant*
michelle: oh! cute girl, whats her name?
copycat: haha i was thinking do you think we should dine here or there instead?
michelle: huh? whats her name?
copycat: hmmm...okay i've decided lets go there
michelle: caught a glimpse of copycats phone wallpaper displaying her child names that spells penelope.
michelle : what the heck? *continues rubbing pregnant tummy* such an idiot.

damn wth right?

imagine yeah few years down the line michelle brushes away all the grudges against copycat because she found a prettier name for her child - Dorothy.

michelle: dresses dorothy with pigtails and buys her a really unique pair of shoes
copycat: *secretly in heart* omG those shoes are so cute im so getting them for my penelope!

and then

copycat goes around flaunting her penelope's new shoes.

copycat: Just look at them!!!!!!!! I'm like such a genius right?

Well.

Like what I've said before I would give credit to those who are copycats of my ideas mainly because they know who to follow. so arrogant haha.

how bout a round of applause for them shall we?
standing ovation?
cos you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining

.....................................................hey everything is just starting to sound so familiar

Rightttt they're lyrics from Rihanna's take a bow.

wow i never knew the song could be used to communicate to people in this context! i thought its for cheaters only but it kinda reflects what i'm thinking! so cool!

Yeah so back to the losers, wait i mean copycats.

They are not losers, in fact they are winners.

Winners of awards such as "most original individual in the world"

or titles such as

"My-identity-belongs-to-someone else-this-is-as-original-as-i-can-get"

Hey readers, where are your rounds of applause?? come on! They deserve it for putting in so much effort to plagiarize and trying to pull if off as their own original ideas. Hey, I'm sure it should be a very hard thing to do because

PEOPLE NOTICE no matter how hard they try to disguise it.

especially mutual friends, like Joyce & Katherine

continuing the story

joyce to copycat: Huh? penelope? wasn't that what michelle wanted to name her daughter?
copycat: meow~

Katherine: aren't those the shoes that michelle got for her daughter Dorothy?
copycat: meow~ *starts licking private parts*

So obscene right? What the copycat did, literally and hypothetically. I know. you know. we all know.

Who else are you trying to bluff? or rather, who else could you bluff?

Not even yourself.

So don't be telling others you were actually trying to reach for the crumbs of your last meal thats stuck in between your legs when you were licking your privates

Copycat: Meowww~

(readers, take it easy on the cat k thats the best line it could say)

I'm not just kinda disgusted. I'm very disgusted.

i really dislike cats, what more those who copy.

my dear lecturer

Oh look! such a comprehensive guide to writing a good critique paper.

by my dear lecturer.

WEEKS AFTER THE ASSIGNMENT WAS DUE.

Some guidelines for conducting an effective critique are:

Identify the aims of the research,
Identify the theory base of the article/research,

Is it appropriate?
Is it comprehensive?
Is it logical?
Have prior research articles been interpreted accurately? (This requires reading the original articles.)
Were critical variables or concepts operationally defined?
Are these definitions different from that used in the regular literature?

i. If so, does the researcher identify why the difference in definition?

What is the methodology being used?

Has the researcher clearly identified the reasons/arguments for using the chosen approach?
Is it the most appropriate for the research in question?
What might be the strengths and weaknesses of the chosen approach?
Did the researcher provide valid reasons for sample selection?

What was the chosen method of data collection?

Was the data collection method the most appropriate?
What are its strengths and weaknesses?
How might it impact on results?

How was the analysis conducted?

Was it appropriate?
Were there any alternatives?
How might the method of analysis influence the results and conclusions?
Were any mistakes identified?
Were the statistical techniques appropriate?

How well were the results presented?

Were there any errors in tables?
Were the tables clear and easily understood?

How was the discussion undertaken?

Were the conclusions relevant?
Were they accurate?
Did they make sense?
Did they add to knowledge in the area?
Did they raise further research questions?
Were any mistakes or misinterpretations made?
Were alternative conclusions discussed.
Were there any oversights?

How was the article written?

Was it clear and understandable?
Did it use jargon?
Was it written for an ‘informed’ readership?

kontradikcion

The Theory of Change

one of those days

Donate!

A lil bit about my new layout, my bored life, & LCW on getting the silver medal

Check them out!

Will update soon

Much more...

wahahahah!! hari in dalam sejarah!

Noobie me

Missed this :(

Just letting my thoughts flow....

the last hours

Sigh

Hehe takes over!

Outbid la. thanks also to streamyx's super slow speed of internet...

Phasionology

The past and the present

so cool.

A tag a day makes your blog....updated

Just another one of those days where idiots decide to leave their houses to annoy others.

my dear lecturer

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