encephalon

boo! i miss blogging.

I'm becoming very random lately, it's prolly the stress i'm faced with. Same excuse all the time.

i need to sit my ass down n study!

too much of biological psych makes me go ...

*sings*


~ the pinky and the encephalon

the pinky and the encephalon

one is genious...the other's insane

the pinky and the encephalon

the pinky and the encephalon

the pinky...

the pinky and the en en ce pha LON.

dah gile dahh.

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bahh bahh black sheep

the heat is a murderer! serial killer la!

BAhhhh!!

i am upset cos i lost my pedant...

having the urge to go out with ah pek wong kam kam just to search for another piece.

*dengan muka yang pei sangat*

KNOWA is performing at Laundry right about now...but where am i?

BAHHHHHHhhhh!!!

*phone rings from a msg*

okie i've got a booster from baybee to study *grins*

all the best baybeee!!!

*bounces off to study*

TimeisnotmyFriend

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First day

Volunteering at this center is truly a whole new experience. Was having abit of mixed feelings during the start of the community service. positive and negative feelings. Communicating this way was really odd at first but there weren't much barriers towards the end of the day anymore.

All in all, today was a fun but tiring day.

ps. my partner for the voluntary placement *hint hint* the very graceful one...almost got her first mmmmuaxx *cough* stolen by....Hahahahaha! but at least.....mat salleh....naughty....HAHAHAHaha! *laughs to self uncontrollably* beep me for more info......ROFL!!

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apology

EEAWWMYGOSHHH

when is she ever gonna update her freaking blog?

i hear you readers say everytime u end up here.

and to that i reply ya'll with a

big fat SORRY!

completed with a picture of my peeteeful face with the compulsory eyebags and zittie-zits to try and gain your sympathy for my lack of updates.

I few posts ago, i mentioned that i was suffering from depression...no worries about that because I'm currently used to feeling depressed and therefore not very much depressed over feeling depressed anymore...so i'm fine.

*pauses for 15 minutes*

i dislike reading blogs of those who like to complain about how sad and meaningless their lives are (sounds familiar....-_-) but most of the things that go through my mind whenever i want to start typing are negative thoughts, thus no updates.

*pauses for another 15 minutes*

i'll leave this page open and come back with random thoughts every now n then...

0008 hours looking at super cute emoticons make me happy :D

0010 hours i don't get why do we have to submit in so many freaking copies of "approval" forms to the department. bloody annoying. we even need to fill in stupid forms for "consultation" with the tutors..Blergh

0013 hours i wonder where is my crappy righty ho pal...not online...

0030 hours you know what, i tried to murder a flying roach in my kitchen with hairspray because i don't have no sheltox or ridsect thingies. i sprayed. it flew. i sprayed again. it hid. i sprayed somemore!!! i failed. dunno where did it go...now i think half of the potatoes, onions, garlic in the kitchen can't be eaten anymore......

0100 hours i want to go for isetan's sale. =(

0108 hours omg prison break season 3 episode 1 download = 75.8%!!

0124 hours south park is damn funny!

0122 hours i dunno why but the star wars theme song is stuck in my head. I'm not even a fan O_O dum dum dum..dum de dum dum de dum~

o138 hours i think i should check the 98 mails in my hotmail account.

0143 hours i wonder how are my ex mentees doing...do they even remember me? :(


alright. time to sleep.

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merdeka

a lil late but what the heck.

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brain

currently suffering from depression.

btw. this might be useful for my fellow biopsych classmates.

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Paintball!

I've been away for too long and there's so much to update about the holidays

one of the not-so-many happening activities of mine during the holidays was....

PAINT-FREAKING-BALL!!!!!!

it was my first time going for paintball and i was therefore, very excited...but not as excited as boifee dearest :P

i don't know how to describe the experience properly but it was in conclusion, damn fun n exciting!

my sweat kept fogging the lenses of my mask and i was half blind after the first round of the game. Gotta figure out a way to keep my mask clear cos it sucks not being able to see clearly in those extremely dangerous situations. Think, paintballs aimed at you flying at 100miles/hr on your left n right (i don't know how fast is that but it should b about the speed of Federer's servie..haha)

painful experience, but exciting!

Can't wait for the next round lalalala~

Since i'm becoming more n more lazy as a blogger, I'll end the rest of this post with some pictures courtesy of erinn.



TOA designers, a HELP psycho, a PJCAD designer and a DJ-ian.

All scared/ bruised after the game :D



I know i just made the whole experience sound really boring but u've gotta be in the field to experience the excitement of this game!

i gotta work on my aiming heeeeeee.

nites!

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multipurpose rubber

got these beautiful runway pictures from a forwarded email.

This fashion show was held at Beijing sometime in April 07.

pretty?

pretty?

quite unique..

vibrant?

traditional?

odd?

sexy swimwear.

take a closer look?

closerrrrr????

ohhh....condoms.

Some people are just brilliant, aren't they?

Oh look, anyone of u getting married soon and don't wanna spend a fortune on your gown, try this



Condoms are becoming so useful these days huh? First, Lao Zhar Bor used them as floats, now this...i wonder what will be next...


picture taken from laozharbor.blogspot.com

cheerios

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what i made my boy go through

what do u do when you purchase new cosmetics?

well, i dragged the bf into testing my makeup!

I've been persuading the boyfriend to let me slap some makeup on him since 1965 and after 19279803 years, He complied!

bwahahahhaa! *happiness*

first of all, we made sure the face was thoroughly cleansed, toned and moisturized.


then, we slapped on some make up base aka primer to ensure smooth application of the cosmetics and also to make sure they last long!

next, we applied foundation using a foundation brush.

Concealer comes in next where we concealed the dark eye circles and any blemishes on the face.

Next, we contoured the nose to created an elongated and sharper nose by applying concealer in a darker shade on both sides of the nose. Instantly, we created a higher bridge nose!


Now, we settled the foundation and concealer with some loose powder and now we're all set for the eyes! ................................ NOT!




go die those steps are for gays!....and females.... *rolls on floor laughing*





i only tested my new eyeliner on him =)

he was so nervous when i held the liner near his eyes! I actually felt quite evil making him go through it but because i was cold hearted beech, i persisted till I was done lining his left lid. Took a few minutes to calm down after i was done with the first eye and then we moved to the next.

The End Result?

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His reaction when he first saw himself on the mirror = priceless :P

sangat gothic punya baybee...too bad i didn't have my other ka-changs with me else I'll give him that smokey eye look *rofl* aka the kena-beng look.


I'm not sure how do those goth dudes do their liner so i just did what i would normally do to my eyes

Rwar! lil z and boogene looking bewy bewy scawy.

comments from him were....

"omg, the trouble you go through..."

and then

okay now how do i get this out?
.......shit....no make up remover O_____O
WHAT?!?!
don't worry! we use moisturizer...

there were still traces of eyeliner on his eyes even after several rounds of cleaning with moisturizer and facial wash.

ooops! *feeling super bad*

but this would only prove one thing.

my eyeliner is indeed waterproof and long lasting!

mwahahaha!

no donkee's were harmed during the makeover :P

thanks for being so sporting bee! *muax muax muax*

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in a super bitchy mode

bloody pissed off reading an email from a source that no longer should be emailing me.

I don't think i should go into the contents of that message.

But in conclusion what i felt while reading it was just anger, dissapointment and also maybe a lil bit of jealousy.

Maybe they're doing what they are doing now only because it happened to more people.

Or maybe my lost possession, which was about Rm2600++ when i got it is nothing compared to 150 bucks of cash from a few people and therefore, not worth the time and effort of certain people to perform simple acts like filing a report about the incident to the people who should be in charge.

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facts of life

YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 WHEN…

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.
2. You haven’t played Solitaire with real cards in years.
3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.
4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.
5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don’t have e-mail addresses.
6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.
7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen.
8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn’t have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.
10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee.
11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : )
12. You’re reading this and nodding and laughing.
13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message.
14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.
15. You actually scrolled back up to check that there was no #9 on this list.

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NE-GA-TEE-VEE-TEE

is what i'm experiencing most of the time these days.

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big bawl

i feel like a bawl.


a big squishy wobbly bawl.

a clumsy, no-sense-of-direction bawl.

*squishes self and rolls about at home*

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ranting z y e n n

Just wanted to rant.

As much as i want to be nice to people, especially a new staff because i know how i felt being treated as a newbie...i knew nothing when i first started, just like this new staff, so i told myself that no matter what when the new person comes in to replace me, i will tutor him/her the best i can so that he/she won't mess up the already messed up system...

...I simply cannot tolerate people who are not even putting in some effort to help themselves learn.

I believe that IF

you know that you have to buck up with your English...

you know you can't possibly remember all the steps to do this or that that I'll be teaching you....

you know you are not that tech savvy...

you know that you take some time to adjust new environments...

You would naturally want to help yourself to perform better, RIGHT?

what's worse are those who own the above "qualities" but don't give a damn about striving to be better.

Or is it because of the "mentality" issue? Maybe it's because of environmental differences and upbringing...whatever it is, I-really-cannot-stand dot com dot my slash cannot-like-that-wan-lor.

this is KL we're talking about...not some small town...where the lifestyle consist of

60% chilling time 30% gambling time and 10% working time.

i sound so evil right? i know.....=(

but but....buttttt

(the below conversation was held in mandarin)

scene 1
me: first u do this...then this....then that....then click this....and type this
xx: *looks away from screen*
errr...you want to watch closely? why don't you take some notes? in case you forget..
ehehe no need ler...
but i think this can get quite confusing...i was quite confused when i first started also thats why i took my own notes...
*in a joking manner* ohh...like that u give me your notes la! *giggles* i'll photocopy it!
*experienced wtf ?moment no.1* er...but i think you would be able to understand better if you wrote your own notes, because i wrote mine for my own understanding...


scene 2
hmm the system is experiencing some problems, never mind..I'll show u what we do when we receive these (some docs) first...then you finish up the rest ok?
okay.
okay...first you do this and this...then this and that...then that and that...understand? want to jot that down? Let me know if u get lost okay? and REMEMBER *points to a part of the doc* to change that part okay?
Okay...no need to write la.

(after demonstrating how to handle those docs....for at least 3 times)

alright now, you finish up with the rest of the 5 docs okay? I have to get back to the other stuff..
okay okay...
*leaves for my own seat to work on my own stuff*

few minutes later

scene 3
michelle...er...how do i start again ar?
*experienced wtf moment no.2* huhh? but...i just showed you for quite a number of times? *laughs abit to calm self down* ahaha it's okay...I was very confused when i first started also...here why don't i just jot down everything for u.

*grabs a bigass sheet of A4 and starts writing out DETAILED steps*
(ie: which button to click on, where would that click lead you to, how many times should you hit the "enter" button)

Is this alright? Okay i explain one more time...first this...see i wrote that down...then this and that...look it's on the paper...laa dee daa
okay thanks.

few minutes later

scene 4
*hands a document over to new staff* okay, this is a special case...for this item *points specifically to a word printed on the doc and reads it out loudly* REMEMBER to key it in as XXX, okay? because you can't find this word in the system...the system only reads XXX
okay

few SECONDS later

michelle michelle! this item is not available in the system.
*stares at that word i just pointed to a few seconds ago and experienced wtf moment no.3* haha didn't i tell u to change it to XXX? so fast forgotten already ar? haha it's alright...why don't you make small notes on the A4 i wrote for you?
ohh...

few MORE SECONDS later

scene 5
michelle michelle! what do i do now?
*points to the A4 just scribbled on* Nehh i wrote it here what...hehe
ohh ohh...
okay why don't i sit beside you...you start typing, I'll guide you one more time..
*starts keying in stuff in wrong column WITHOUT checking the screen*
ahh!! wait wait! don't press enter! cannot simply enter stuff in wrong column because we can't change it later! *panics*
oh...*giggles* can delete later what...
no...can't change later.
huhh? then what happens if i keyed in wrongly...
then we have to issue a whole new statement to correct that mistake...that could be tedious...
ohh..*giggles abit*

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okay la...i feel damn evil already to have typed all those out...i shall save the rest of the "scenes" for myself.

i do admit i committed alot of mistakes when i first started also...but i think at least i tried to pay attention to what the previous staff taught me in 2 freaking days stuff that took that previous staff 3 weeks to learn up.

this ain't school anymore...i don't mind tutoring a child like that but now, you're like 20? who's gonna help you if you don't even wnat to help yourself?

i don't get why this new staff just wouldn't want to take down notes for her own good?! i was practically begging this new staff to jot down some notes!! I'm serious...

How ar? i've been giving this new staff a lot of unconditional positive regard and positive reinforcement. Really feel like tutoring a child going

"yes yes that's correct"
"yeah that's it"
"yes! you've got it"
"it's okay i made that mistake before"


but of course I would want to encourage this new staff to not give up...any other methods? hahaha


honestly, becoming a mentor made me a more patient person compared to before.

...maybe i just suck as a teacher...

*bigass sigh*

am i good? am i evil? am i good or am i evil?

i'm good
i'm evil
i'm goovil
i'm gooevil
i'm evilod



I need a bath.

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bigbanana.carnations.funerals.

some of the items around the house i find interesting.

u guys ever heard of this fruit called pisang susu? pisang= banana, susu= milk....and pisang susu=banana that tastes like milk! and the fruit is huge compared to conventional bananas.

i compared it to a pop bottle

all the carbs u need in one fruit.

I was at the night market one day when i bumped into an old school mate. Caught up a lil bout each other and it was nice because there wasn't any awkwardness while chatting with her even though i wasn't close to her during my high school years.

i bought 2 stalks of carnations from the night market....for no apparent reason. hee

one of em blossomed and was looking very good for 2 weeks, while the other one kept her head towards south until she died. boo.



was feeling abit emo the last few days....

what happens after life?

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hellooooo

sorry for the lack of updates. Been too tired lately.

everyday i return home feeling so semangat-ed to blog, but when i get to the comp...that semangat will be transfered to catching up with the series I've been taking ages to download.

feeling so tired and stressed out.

holiday pun stress...

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hmm

o_O O_o o_o O_O -_O '_' -_- ._.

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Farewell JSQ

Here are some pictures from Jack's Farewell @ Puchong Lake Edge. Long overdue eehehe

Don't have time editing and decoratin pics like i used to anymo.

So here goes!

The very beautiful Lake Edge @ Puchong

The farewell was held at the Clubhouse. N

an excited visitor.


Here is a picture of the tennis courts.

Which reminds me...FEDERER WON the Wimbledon! He is such a good player. Watching the Sharapova Vs Venus William's match was funny. Both of them were more like competing against each other to be the "noisiest" player rather than the best one on the court.

Sharapova : *annoying moaning sorta sound as she serves* Ahhh~

Venus : [hmm that bitch gonna get all the support from the crowd! i must challengee] AHHhh~

Sharapova : [wth? she trying to take my title as noisiest female tennis player?] AHHHhh~

Venus : [ bitch!] OoooAAAahhh~

Sharapova : *throws a fit as venus is winning and her long ass dinglydangly earings gets tangled up with her Racquet as she merajuks*

bwahahaha! If u notice sharapova playing enough (playing tennis), she has this routine before she serves.

step 1: pushes left sideys behind left ear
step 2: pushes right sideys behind right ear
step3: bounce tennis ball twice
step4: serve and make loud moaning sound

i call those hair at the side of the ears sideys *squints* pardon my weak command of english

OK...from Lake Edge to Wimbledon and now back to Lake Edge.




Baybee and i Camwhoring most of the time upon arrival haha cos the view was just awesome.

i think i look weird in the pics i took that night.

Some of the people who were there.....

Took a pic with Anna :) :) :)


The businessman and Business women

We were all entertained by JSQ FM throughout the night ;). hahaha so cool to have your own radio station (even if its only for one night).

Halfway through the party...i spotted the arrival of a botak dude making damn alot of noise. He was hugging alot of people and just created alot of attention to himself :P

soon........

we saw the botak dude walking towards us.

"ohhh Darrel..."

lol.


Jack shared his testimonial later that night on how God proved once again that he has got our lives all planned out for us =)


Finally, the one and only picture we got to take with the busy busy boy that night.


L-R aikthai, Jack, hmmm, Boogene, darrel.


The end.

more updates soon k!

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me steal pics

*giggles*

it's 548 a.m.

i spent about 4 hours stealing pictures from alot of people...people who are on the connections of kontradikcion.

the colors and and all look so good together *faints*

my head is achinggggggggg

now i can go sleep in peace :D

[sorry if any of u feel offended with me stealing your pics without your permission]

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they look like me

For the last time, i do not look like SOMEONE......whoever

THEY look like ME!

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dumb dee dumb

I spent the whole of yesterday studying and cramming facts into this blob of jelly like stuff situated in my head known as my brain and because i think that blob of jelly like stuff sort of kinda malfunctioned a lil, i only realized that i studied (revised) The wrong SUBJECT!! (the one that would be tested a few days later). Best part was i only realized that at 1am, when i could already imagine myself drooling in bed cos i was almost done revising the WRONG subject. boo.

Panicked, i dialed the emergency number and was attended to by a very comforting and not to mention sexy voice. ;)

I ended up sleeping around 4am. boo x2.

Btw, i found the video that my brother showed me ages ago.



this was what made me put that bubble on the tiger in my previous entry. Darn random and funny. But i still hate cats.

~cat..i'm a kitty cat and i meow meow meow...i meow meow meow~

Eyh..what am i doing here?! I'm supposed to be on a hiatus! eesh

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