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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Feeling a lil odd lately. Im fine when im around people but when im alone, those irrational...uncomfortable...stupid...negative thoughts will start fillin my brain up. I'll then start confusing myself, contradicting myself, mind-fucking myself (mind-fucked term stolen from kenny sia). Hmmmm...
i remember last year during counsellng sessions with Tom, i mentioned to him that I'm always feeling very demotivated cos of the routine life that I've to go through everyday. He then gave me some great advice and i was starting to feel more motivated..but not for long. It's not Tom...It's...me is odd
during the last LLS lectures, i was actually listening to Franklin talking about the qualities of a leader, one of it is mindfulness...Then he started giving examples, talking about how some people could be living their lives, doing what they do..just for the sake of doing it and not taking the initiative to ponder about why they are doing what they do, and i could relate so well to the examples that he was giving. It worries me =S
bla bla bla
Enough about feeling emo...*holds carrot tight tight* baybee wanted to straighten out my messed up mind by making me hold a carrot...i guess cos cawwots are straight? hehe so cuteee...love him...if your giving me weird stares...go get a bf *BLEAKK*
Saturday, June 24, 2006

im the first! im the first! im the first! im the first! *grins* first passenger to pose in baybee/donkwee/boogene's newly enhanced SEXY ride. *drools over the ride n the owner*.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Alright, Sunday was Father's day...how did u celebrate yours with your daddy?
mine...simple...just makan...as usual. Seriously, eating is what my family does best...we go everywhere to dig for nice food and er EAT.
This worries me at times because im scared that one day i'll get too used to eating nice food...i'lll start to spend all my $ on food rather than clothes or whatever...i'll start getting picky with food...then i'll start to gain weight...get fat...and lazy...and ugly...my wallet will always be empty...my measurements would go up to 38'40'45'.....shit. ERgHHh feeling the guilt right now :(
Speaking of fat issues, i suddenly recalled one of my mum's colleague who is always buying fried shit or all sorts of junk food that u cant possibly say no to for the people in the office. Her colleagues are of course happy until she said.....
After that, i think her line somehow inspired someone else in the office. Mum has been telling me that this other lady has been baking pie/cakes and bringing them to office every week to share with the others since my last week working there. I could still recall the cherry almond pie she made one of the days of during my last week working there. Personally, i thought it was shit...wayyyyy to sweet for my liking and the colours were abit off. (think. the mamak syrup kinda pink coloured filling) haha and that day itself i just had to bump into her in the washroom and she Justtt had to ask me
in a very enthusiastic tone of voice...i just answered her
"yeah Yeah" *smiles*
then she went again
"So u liked it?"
.....Me : " Yeahh! And its so unique, I've never tasted pie like this before...So was it your own recipe?"
I know...i know...i felt horrible for encouraging her...hahaha but then again Mum said her baking skills have improved lately...the cakes are tasting much better than before :D well i shall judge when i get to try her cake (if i ever get to again).
how on earth can i start typing from my father's day celebration to shitty pies?? -__-
Back to last Sunday...
After church... we headed to Starhill
Went up the lift till we reached the Relish level of Starhill...
Turned right...and walked towards this crowd of people...
who were lining up to get their table numbers....
*bounces with joy* Fyi I've been wanting to come here for a longgg longggg time :D
check out that clock face reflected on the carpet. cool aight?
The first thing one would notice about Jogoya is their lovely interior...It was awesome. And the place was hugeee...It was like walking into food haven...sigh miss that place
loved the walls.
This is only a tiny section of the whole place...
there were so much more desserts available but i only managed to snap a few pics.
These coconuts run out every other second when the Jogoya staff refill the trays for these coconuts.
I couldn't take much pictures that day because i was being sounded by a waitress *HmPH* so had to take pictures of self to make up for feeling annoyed by waitress. hehehe.
My brother and i.
That's what they say to good food right? hehehe
a cute looking clock at Jogoya.
so that all the pics i managed to snap while dining at Jogoya. With that much of good food staring at u, it's really kindda hard to snap pictures of them instead of gobbling em up. :D
Walked around Starhill after that and i saw these...
They're so prettyy >.< *Dreams* WAhhh If only i had 30,000 friends. They could \ all spend like a dollar plus only each to get me that baby in the centre for my birthday mWhahaaha! or maybe my 30,000 friends could spend less than a buck each to get me that ring there. SighHhh So prettyy and so manageable for my 30,000 friends!! :D HHAhahaa i better start recruiting friends :p *giggles* *hits self in the head*
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Friday, June 16, 2006
Ahh looks like its about time for me to update the blog. Haven't been in the mood for blogging or doing anything else...Assignments are starting to pile up already and dear me (as usual) haven't started with anything yet. Ahh lets not go so into the assignments part...besides, I'm supposed to be motivated by deadlines according to the MBTI
Went for Observation @ Mid Valley on Wednesday after having lunch at the Manhattan Fish Market. My rating for the food @ Manhattan Fish Market = -969897498081365958. The calamaries were well, miserably small and not fresh but it was definitely better than the Fish and Chips that stinked of the horrible fishy smell. The other MFM outlets that i tried were actually not that bad though, so i guess the MV outlet might be the only one serving such bad seafood. Fish and Co is still the best.
So after lunch, we went up to the highest level of MV...picked our spots...and started observing...for 1 1/2 hours...standing seperately...not talking to each other...how many males/females (humas :p) enter Pet's Wonderland using the correct/wrong exit. So basically we spent 1 1/2 hours keeping count of the number of people who bothered reading the "masuk" "keluar" signs on the entrance/exit of Pet's Wonderland before entering. Not gonna talk much about it so yeah these are the things psychology students do.
There are the four of us observing the people entering Pet's Wonderland and being observed/annoyed by other people.
Yien was interrupted by a dude who was trying to figure out what were the 4 of us doing...and after that 2 girls who wanted to know where she got her shoes hHAhahhahHAha...i've always been too shy to go up to people and ask where they got their stuff so i wanna give those 2 girls 2 thumbs up for being so bold.
Tiffany however, was annoyed by a couple sharing their ice cream (eventhough each ahd their own) standing in between her and Yien (in between observer 1 & 2).
A few fellas came up to Vern May asking for directions and interrrupted her listening to her Ipod. Lucky her we had to listen to the noises at MV :P
I was annoyed by these 2 Malay dudes..They were the typical lepak kinda dudes, were chilling in between me and Vern May (between observer 3 & 4)...what made them so annoying? Heh..at first they were just chilling around..then they started staring at me...giggling and shit, God knows what were they talking about...idiots...Then they sorta figured out what was i doing after awhile...SOOO whenever they saw someone walking in Pet's Wonderland, they turn and look at me...(me making marks on my notebook)...Then GIGGLE (wtf?)...worst part was i had to look at their direction eventhough i was sooo annoyed cos they were blocking my view...whatever la...
Went around looking for gifts and window shopped after our observation. Found another shop selling leather case for my mini....with more variety of colours. My heart tells me i should go with the white...but i thought of going for a different color, that girly color...the girls however, were covincing me to get the blue...ahhhh stressss...the good thing was i'll just go back and see what colors they have next week and decide then....hmmm
ANYWAYS...had dinner with baybee/donkee/boogene and the old HMC peeps @ TGIF 1U to celebrate Gayton's Dayton's Birthday. It was supposed to be a surprise party organized by Natalie but the Smart Friday's waitress at the entrance spoiled the whole surprised when Nat and boy entered Friday's...
Natalie : erm i booked a table under the name Natalie.
Smart Friday's Waitress : Oh table for 15??
We took a group pic as requested by the birthday boy. Darrel went missing in this pic.
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
warning : this post is utter bullshit...keep reading only if you're lame.
i bet most of you (tiffany confirmed) looked something like this when u read my last post![]()
or maybe this action seemed familiar to you...
Whatever it is i noticed my ability to make people sweat negatively correlates with my mood. Then again sweating is good right? Read about the benefits of sweating from Sweat your way to radiant health or, i'm sure u can get loads of other articles talking about the benefits of sweating right? So Im actually doing u a good favor by helping you generate sweat.( i just made u sweat) So since i have the ability to make u sweat ( i just did it again) why pay so much money to go to the gym? the sauna? come read this miserable blog of a girl la. The more u read the more you sweat, the healthier u are. (i just made u sweat again) Just try not to stink up my blog while you're sweating. :P
Obviously im not in a good mood now. -__-"
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

ok ok
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Friday, June 09, 2006

Whatever i want to present myself as is my prerogative. I do not dress to try and prove to others who i am nor try to fit in with whoever or whatever society. If you are gonna insult my intelligence and my ability to differentiate what is right from wrong, please do so because i have no right to control the words coming out of your mouth. However, do have in mind that what u said has not and will not affect the way i am. I love my attitude problem too much to change the way i am. Therefore, i am gonna ignore what u have said. simply because ignorance is bliss. And also because i am gonna annoy you more if i do not respond to what you are going to tell me. Silent treatment from me = you being more annoyed. Thank You Very Much.
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All the shit is startin to pile up...i'm afraid of going back to the me in my last sem...So emotional..so sensitive to every thing...so unstable...that i would have to resort to relying on those come-fat (comfort) food...
For now im just blasting my headphones and trying to escape from reality.

These are all old pics which reflect how i feel this moment of time. Old friends would recognise Rapico from my previous blog. sigh.
Rapico is still with me btw...
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Went with parents to check out the brand new cinema is town 2 days in a row!! ( 3 days in a row for bro, mum and dad) i watched Da Vinci Code (for the second time) and Mission Impossible 3 (finally), bro and parents watched 16 blocks without me on Friday night. It was boring watching the Da Vinci Code for the second time, i almost fell asleep and i dont normally fall asleep watching movies. Hmm the other movies i remember falling asleep while watching was XXX2 and The Wild. haha. Anyways Mission Impossible 3 was really good. I liked it alot. Hot actors/actresses and a nice lil twist. :D
I thought the whole building was gonna be the cinema but i was wrong >_<...only the top level of it is. The rest of the building is gona be occupied by shoplots im assumming.

The car park of the building is super dusty and it got my sneezing abit...the parking lots are not even properly labelled yet..but its all good, there for the cinema anyways.
follow the signs...












(pick me pick me pick me!!!!!!)
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
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Saturday, June 03, 2006
Bila
Waktuku tersisa
Untuk s'lalu di sisi
Menjaga hatimu
Aku
'Kan s'lalu mencoba
Berikan yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki
Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat
Aku tak bisa memiliki
Menjaga cintamu
Walau sesungguhnya hatiku mencintaimu, memilikimu
Aku tak ingin kau terluka
Mencintai aku
Hapuslah air matamu dan lupakan aku
Sendiri
Di batas asaku
Hanya ingin kau bahagia
Jalani hidupmu
hush and listen to it - Tak Bisa Memiliki
yesterday, donkee and doinkee decided to work on our self-assigned assignment....


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