Saturday, May 31, 2008
I'm officially on a Jason Castro music marathon craze.
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Friday, May 30, 2008
interesting stuff!
the first half of my day was very eventful.
come come i show u timeline ( don't bother reading if you're not interested in my mundane life lo..I've got many exits at the sidebar...btw just updated the links)
715 - 730 stone in bed...decide its about time to not stone in bed...wash up....drank coffee (the only reason why I had my energy the whole day)
800 -1000 marveled at cross cultural stories by lecturer at MainBlock.
10 - 11 ish drove to UH. Drove a minimum of 7 rounds around the hospital waiting for granny
11ish - 12ish had lunch with granny @ Sri Paandi
12 ish went by the perodua showroom to check out the Nautica. Drooled at it. Gasps at the price list.
still 12ish went by cousins place to collect some stuff. I also pee-ed there in case if you're interested.
1ish surfed around at home. Wrote a paragraph for my assignment.
2ish drove back to college for group discussion/ meeting with lecturer.
3ish drove back from college, sent group mates home and to the LRT station.
4ish almost hit an ignorant pedestrian who crossed the road in front of William's without surveying the traffic causing him and myself alot of trauma. He was rubbin his chest in fear as he stepped back while i braked.
430 received call from another passenger and drove all the way to Sunway and back home. Passenger did not pay me my cabbie fees.
5ish back home and suffering from ache-y right leg.
still 5 ish got very jealous of brother's assignments. He gets to sketch and draw all sorta shapes and patterns on Hugh Grant while i have to critic a journal. WHYYYY?!
still 5 ish decides that i will steal my brother's acrylic paint for future nail art cravings.
i wonder if my day will continue to be sooooooooo eventful with the night falls in.
*It so won't be because I'd have to stare at the comp for assignment's sake*
I needed to add in this line
Thursday, May 29, 2008
I miss camwhoring. I don't share that once very intimate relationship i had with my camera anymore.
I don't even bother if it's battery is not fully charged everytime i bring it out.
I don't even bring it's pouch out whenever i carry it around.
its so sad...
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i want a new camera.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I'm feeling hyperactive.
I want to sing. Every other song i've heard today seems to be stuck in my head and i can't shut up!
I want to do stupid things. like imitating radio operators, tv/radio advertisements. my absolute FAV past time.
I want to get my assignments done. bergaya-gaya play psychologist and write my informed consent form and bergaya-gaya play simon cowell to critic a research paper. But am confused...
I want to go bathe wong kam kam. He's so yellow and dirty. I want to scrub it till it becomes bright white. hah.
I want to eat. some more...fooood food glorious foooodddd...
I want to do more random thingsssss. ie...ahem ahem ahem ahem and ahem..
more random thoughts...
i cannot stand rigidity. absolutely loathe situations where i feel like I'm being suppressed of my *ahem* whatever creativity i think i have and also the freedom to express whatever i want to do however i want to do it.
I don't think I will ever be able to work under people in future because i want to be in control most of the time. I'm all about teamwork but i think i need that extra power to influence. I'm so full of myself i know...
I'll prolly read this back 10 years later while being totally frustrated about work and complaining about my boss,
who would be totally bitchy and cold towards me if it was a she (because i would have nicer hair than her) but i can't do anything about it because she's my boss
or
who might prolly be the biggest joke the world has ever seen if it was a he because he couldn't even get carry himself with integrity as a boss.
I don't think I'll ever fit in the corporate world...it does not appeal to me a single bit to work in big MNCs and earning moolah that way.
I'll prolly read this back 10 years later being a successful workaholic in some MNC or...some kuchi rat in some MNC.
basically what i'm trying to say is I think i gotta be my own boss in future...i don't know...i have no plans...and i don't know how to plan ahead....heck i can't even decide on a design for my thesis. :( so what more planning my future...:(
I cannot imagine being just another one of those OLs in future. Going out for lunches at ricebowls and then having my hair smell like chicken rice after lunch while sitting (sitting = bigger ass) in front of a computer and....work.
(This is gonna sound very biased but its just a personal stereotype that i cannot avoid)
I don't know why but i feel "bored" just looking at them going out in a bunch to have lunch...
Don't want to be JUST ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE.
I want to be something else! Don't ask me what I don't know yet! (I'll prolly read this back 10 years later during a lunch break at some office)
:(
bah don't want things to get in my way and I don't want to conform to society's standards of success. don't kacau me! I want to stay in my world, my bubble, my lane.
so please don't cut my lane...I'm only driving one of those low powered vehicles (wong kam kam) and thats why it might take me slightly longer to get to wherever i want in life. But I'll get there! I so will! with shell V-power....hmm
I'll prolly read this back in future with a body measuring at 36 38 42 and still waiting to go for lunch breaks or "quarter past three afternoon tea" with a bunch of other OLs.
...thats pretty darn scary okay.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
¤...Name-less-[...].¤ says (2:12 AM):
i scare u love me too much only
Sunday, May 25, 2008
one thing i'd highly recommend for a blogger to do when he/she is feeling down...lonely....hopeless....
Saturday, May 24, 2008
whaddaa?!?!
guess what, i found a video of myself on youtube!
it was me giving a testimonial after attending some financial management workshop where all of us who attended played this financial game called the "rat race".
The video was uploaded almost one and a half years ago!!!!!!!! & i just found outttt about it while googling my name (don't act like you've never done it hahahha)...
after attending this workshop i was kinda forced to give a testimonial while being videod but nobootie got my consent to put it up online!!! i didn't sign no release papers yo!
I look so bodo being so lost for words, "Errrr-ing" every other second and they even cut me off halfwayyyyyyyyy...-___-
one and a half years ago you know!
and i look horrible...O.O
talking about googling i also found this site called rapleaf or something and that site was damn freakyyyyy because it had links of all my networking sites on it and even a "profile" of myself.
My friendster, flickr, bloglog, myspace etc accounts were all linked up in with info like my age, occupation and country of origin, ALL in that profile that i NEVER created!!
some sort of online directory i supposed, its kinda scary to know things like these exist...........
ps. don't laugh at me in the vid k i know i sounded stupid, instead take my advice and start focusing on your LONG TERM GOAL, THE BIGGER PICTURE in anything you do yea?
*strokes imaginary beard*
maybe i should start to vlog hahaha
taken from weblogcartoons.com
The difference with me working on something i like and something i don't is that when i'm working on something i have zilch knowledge about but am damn interested in, I'd spend ALL MY TIME figuring how to get things done and put in damn alot of effort to make sure i researched everything with any available resources. Basically, die die also will get it done.
IN CONTRAST to that, when I'm working on something i don't have much interest in........I would not even pick up that textbook staring at me *points to the direction of ze stupid dry book* EVEN when i know I'll get my answers there.
so what am i gonna do about that?
extremelyunmotivated.com.my/procrastination/helpmeplease/ineedtogetthingsdone/likerightnow
on a totally different note.
i love brainstorming for ideas! and i've got some ideas already, i might work on it this weekend...or not...because i kinda have something that is supposedly more important to attend to first. cis. i wish i had a team of people working under me so that
A, alloey would jot down whatever ideas i have
B, bernardo would then further conceptualize my ideas
C, corrinney would source for whatever materials i need
D, duffiely would make me coffee
E, edwarod would do my laundry
F, fuelish would do my nails...btw theres something odd going on with my nails (or maybe my nail polish)
haha i have a team of people with (funny/ridiculous) names that qualify them as hongkiess.
back to my nails...
you see, they'd look awesome and shiny every time after painting them but a few hours later, i would have bubbles and dots rising up from the surface making my nails look awfully rough. buggerrr (haha f u l t o n). i tried cheap polish and it turns out this way, i tried my sally hansen and the same thing happened. So i'm speculating its my nails....or maybe the way i paint my nails. Whatever it is, its annoying and i'm not happy. I know me being so bimbotic is annoying to you also, but i don't really bother because I'm typing with ugly nails.
on another totally different note, i think I've cited some articles written by our dear Dr f u l t o n (a new lecturer) before because his name just looks damn familiar when i first saw the timetable. I...i reallyyy thinkkkk i cited some of his work before but i just don't remember which....
P h D. "
really really familiar looking....
bah... maybe what i remember seeing was
Friday, May 23, 2008
all of a sudden, i miss singing in the choir back in dj.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Yay for COOK!
*happyhappyjoyjoy*
The clouds look so gorgeous!
*squishes fluffy pillow*
once again, a recap of the chapters.
this time in color :)
Basically i think the competition between Cook and Archoola is more like a competition between the mainstream music vs alternative stuff and thats why archoola is more popularrrr....booo
because i simply cannot stand seeings puny lil pics of beautiful sceneries on a page.
2 more chapters and i'll be done with Langkawi, I know we're all bored of seeing pictures chapter after chapter of the same people at different places. hah (jealous jealous :p)
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no i guess i don't have the patience to story out the events so i just placed the pics in chronological order.
Hope you all enjoyed reading /looking at the langkawi updates just as much as i enjoyed sitting in front of my comp editing these pictures on my 4 year old laptop.
Top : zyenn, vernmay, belle, tiffany, marilyn
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
gan jeong gan jeong!
***Chapter 6***
Four of us went by the beach after lunch while the others chilled at the rooms....
i was busy picking seashells from the beach while the others...............................*speechless*
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
After a whole tiring morning of island hopping, we've decided to dine @ this beautiful place called Langkawi Shrimps (if ive not mistaken) the food there was *thumbs up* but the drinks were...so so...but i'd trade my drinks for good food anytime!
the view from the dining area was beautiful too...:)
so there we were sipping our coconut juice and enjoying these beautiful scenes...
***Chapter 6***
Monday, May 19, 2008
Here are more pictures from chapter 5.2 & 5.3 of my Langkawi trip.
some of the pictures here are taken from Belle's and Marilyn's camera :D
the eagle feeding "process" was damn fast to me...I didn't even realize the boatman scattered the food around the waters because i was so blur snapping more pictures of the scenery. The last picture actually captured an eagle landing right on top of the waters to get its meal but because I'm not using no powderful camera, thats the best i could capture.
I didn't even take ANY pictures of the beach myself u know....so bodo.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
i finally got my wireless modem fixed! no wait....that modem couldn't be fixed so i got a brand new modem in exchange! *literally rolls on floor laughing* yayness!
another reason why I'm all jolly and chirpy is because i managed to configure all the wireless settings all by Mydearself!!.... which btw, is something i have never managed to succeed at before. lalalala~ I am a genius.
my langkawi updates have been put on hold cos photoshop makes my comp hang. yes, it makes my 4 year old laptop hang and thats why i need times where I'm at my most patient to work with the pictures.
with reference to the previous post, yes i have been sick. VERY VERY SICK. never been so sick my life...at least not that i can remember of. It would take me forever to start talking about how sick i was feeling ( i bet boogene could even recite what i complain to him about everyday while i was down)...so, i shall summarize
anyway, couldn't take the cold so i took a brisk walk outside block E during the first break of the first lecture that day....and no that did not help either. So, i got my ass up to get some panadol from the grocery shop @ HP towers and called daddy to come get me home.
Wanted to head straight to the doctor but the queue was so freaking long so i decided to go sleep first. Got home, changed straight into my sleeping clothes. 2 layers of big ass t shirts + jumper and track pants cos i was still feeling cold. I bet you thought i slept damn well and got better after the sleep huh? NO! i couldn't even fall asleep after rolling about in bed from 12ish to 2ish.
I was freaking out by that time..cos 3 layers of clothes and in a room with zero wind and i wasn't even sweating abit...called daddy again and he sent me to the clinic nearby. and so i waited....and waited....
sorry u had to bear with the crude canto cursing because i could not find more suitable words to describe the way i was feeling at that moment of time.
Thank god baybee came by the clinic JUST to keep me company and send me home from the clinic (which was only a minute's drive away from my home but prolly 10 minutes drive from his place) *squeals*
diagnosis got out and i was experiencing HIGH fever @ 39 degrees celcius. *shock* Doctor told me to go back for a blood test if my fever does not subside because it might be dengue. *double shock*
went home, slept the rest of the day away and the fever kept coming and going.
Gastric + diarrhea + period
i was purging non stop and suffering the gastric pain throughout the whole day and it was so hard to bear i had to return to the doctor at night to get more medication.
sleep was horrible that night i can't believe i actually went through all that pain.
Despite all the pain i forced myself to drive to college for the second lecture of the day because i've been missing out too much on lectures...
got home still feeling the immense gastric attacks and tahaned the night away by being totally idle on my couch.
There you have it, my "sick" diary. Today is day 7 and i can say that I've recovered even though i still get the stomach cramps once in a while.
Thank god i didn't contract dengue or something more serious because i was honestly freaking myself out while going through all those pain. I prayed really really hard. I really wanna thank everyone who has made me feel so loved and cared for when i was sick especially daddy when he had to send me around....when mummy yelled at me for not taking care of myself...when granny kept pestering me to change my sweaty clothes....when brother called to ask i was ok at the clinic and when friends and family texted or msg anywhere to asked if i was ok and blessed me.....i know i'm loved. *squeals*
and also...to my baybee for always being patient to take in all my complaints that i throw at him and also always comforting me and helping me go through all the pain and suffering.....love u baybee....and happy anniversary :)
macam writing oscar thank you speech hahahahha!!
Thats about all i wanted to type out here...it has been awhile since i last typed an entry because i've always thought that my writing sucks ( i secretly envy those who can write amazing stories) besides that i also find it hard to be reading a whole chunk of text on a computer screen (especially uninteresting writing like mine summore) so i've always preferred to to make my entries more visually pleasing. *grins*
ANYWAY i've got to go back to researching............
i've got so much work to catch up..............
Monday, May 12, 2008
First day of the new semester!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
***Chapter 4***
Monday, May 05, 2008
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The whole meal was really NOT satisfactory and most of the girls were not happy about it...but the guys however....enjoyed digging in to their crabs and stuff hahaha...i guess girls are too picky? When i approached one of those people from the shop bout their food quality, i kept getting "we only serve live crabs!!" from that guy.
the crabs don't seem fresh
we only serve LIVE CRABS!
but they don't seem fresh....the lai liu har is really bad. its tasteless and soggy...is it supposed to be this way?
the prawns are fresh! its frozen and (god knows where its transported from).....bla bla bla
OK. but I'm telling you know its tasteless and BAD!!
.....okok *reluctant* we bring another plate for you
that was really not what i wanted in the first place....just wanted to clarify with them their standard of food...
the second dish did not differ much in taste btw.
oh well....
***Chapter 3***
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***Chapter 2***
Saturday, May 03, 2008
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***Chapter 1***
i know I KNOW!!!
I'll update ASAP!
I've got 700 over pics from Singapore + Langkawi and also a few more hundred from the others whom i traveled with. AHHHHHH!
I'm working on them already!
you know how hard it is sometimes to summarize your papers, well IM FACIN THE SAME PROBLEM NOW!
Here is a teaser for the Langkawi update. pictures are desaturated bwahahaha!
if you're so impatient....you can always click on my facebook for pictures :D
Thursday, May 01, 2008
beeeeee!!
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